Somethings — like love and hope — just do not exist. So take my word for it, and get over it. Will save you a lot of grief — mostly complicated nonsense — in the near future.
I’ll tell you why I can say this.
See I was not at all this cranky since the start. I used to believe in both love and hope some years earlier. I loved, and I hoped. ‘Hope’ maybe still exist as a faint shadow in my mind. But love? No dice, sunshine.
I just hope that things will get better between me and Michael (name changed) but they do not.
I hope people would not throw such an enormous fit over my choice of becoming a doctor, all to no avail.
I hope I don’t have to struggle so much with things and choices that are otherwise very simple, but I have to.
Hence, proved. I am certain that I don’t have to elaborate my reasons for hating love, because it is pretty much clear in every post. 😉
My mindset has changed radically in these past few months. I’ll tell you how.
* Until last year, I wanted to do engineering — but now that I realize that I don’t have the faintest idea of what it really is — I think it is not such a good idea. Therefore, I’m going to be a doctor now.
* I’ve always wanted to go to the US after completing my studies— now I’m going to UK. I don’t know why this sudden change, but whatever it is, I’m glad it happened. UK is a lovely place.
The only thing that remains the same is the wish to publish my books as soon as I get settled and can pay for them on my own. 🙂
You know, I kind of I like this plan. It sounds like me. What do you think? Let me know.
See you around, folks.